A friendly conversation
Jon Davis: sup man
Dave: sup boss
Dave: what you doin right now?
Jon Davis: hangin out at home today actually
Dave: taking a day off?
Jon Davis: yea ... schedule changes this weekend
Dave: what are you going to be doing jobwise?
Dave: as far as new hours go
Jon Davis: [TAKEN OUT OF THE CONVERSATION ON PURPOSE]
Dave: ahhh
Dave: right on
Dave: give you some time at night a little to hang out
Dave: I just started job #2
Jon Davis: well right now i have weekends off as it is
Jon Davis: this schedule lets me stay up at night alil bitt
Dave: yeah thats good
Jon Davis: yeah
Dave: my schedule keeps me up all freaking night long
Dave: :))
Jon Davis: talked to tracy last sunday...
Dave: and then some
Jon Davis: ... was interesting.
Dave: right on
Dave: how is she
Jon Davis: she was ... tracy .. lol.
Dave: haha
Dave: I havent talked to her in ages
Jon Davis: i've just come to accept that no matter what is happening in my life i'll always love that girl.
Dave: pretty much the same thing though with everyone online
Jon Davis: yeah - i hear ya. i've been keeping to myself these days.
Dave: I just really havent talked to anyone cept you
Jon Davis: i started dating this girl named Kellie... its still in its early stages..
Dave: she local?
Jon Davis: but .. some good things... a) i've known her for like 2 years
Jon Davis: b) she's local
Dave: haha
Dave: cool
Jon Davis: c) she's young and impressionable lol
Dave: dude!
Dave: lecher
Dave: :))
Jon Davis: d) i havent even kissed her yet
Dave: just kidding man
Dave: wow
Jon Davis: we've been on several dates
Dave: what happened to you man..
Jon Davis: and we've know each other for a long time
Jon Davis: well... i'm trying to find a real relationship for once.
Dave: last time we were hanging out you were practically sticking your tongue down girls throats at will
Jon Davis: i havent had sex in like 3 months dude.
Dave: :o
Dave: dude...
Dave: go command the astroglide RIGHT NOW
Dave: and get back to me
Dave: :))
Jon Davis: i've changed alot...
Dave: I Hear ya
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11/10/2004
My week of privacy is over..
My week of privacy is over.. I have been house sitting for Marisa and her mother this past week. Having a place of my own has been a goal of mine for quite some time. I've accomplished so much in such lil time that I was here. I look at this blog of mine and updated it...TWICE. I need my own place. Soon enough.
I was offered a job yesterday. I already work for Apple. Love the people, the environment, the amount of support - the pay on the other hand is just average. I've had several offers in the past couple of weeks and yesterday a very enticing "twice my salary" offer landed in my lap. The contract is for a few months, but I am willing to see what it's all about considering the amount of pay. I just need to make sure all of my ducks are in a row before I can proceed any further. This leaves me very little time since the job is to start on the 29th of this month. So the next couple of days will be very busy. I spent the entire evening updating my resume and taking care of household items such as laundry and dishes, etc. Even attempted to complete this online test that my agency is requesting I finish before the actual interview. Fortunately, because I'm tired as hell, I am on a Macintosh and well - they aren't compatible. So I'll do it tomorrow. I'm the master of procrastination anyway. Speaking of procrastination - I'm wide awake. I don't want to work tomorrow. I'm being lazy. Ugh. Why do I have to work? Oh yeah, duh. I have bills. Are you having a conversation with yourself? Actually, yes, you are Jonboy. Aren't you tired yet? No, not actually. You use the word actually a lot. Actually, yes I know actually use actually alot actually. You can't use that word that many times... holy hell - I need to stop. *hahaha*
So I wonder if Darnell is going to ever contact me. I'm thinking .... no. I've called, written e-mails, sent text messages. Hopeless. Sad too. I thought there was a lot of potential there. Sherika has stopped calling too. I'm actually .. dum, dum, dum... alone. Last thing on my mind these days are women though. I have way too much going on. Perhaps one day, when I go back to college .. I'll meet some nice girl there. Would be nice though, to have someone in my life on a regular basis. *Goes to bed and fantasizes waking up next to a beautiful woman*
11/09/2004
Random goodnight thoughts.
Just got out of the shower and getting ready to hit the sack for another daily grind tomorrow. Found this as I was surfing the net ...
Wouldn't life be boring if every day was the same? Variety is the spice of life, and your plate is filled. You may encounter something out of the ordinary today, which throws you off balance as you try to figure it out. Spend as much time as possible examining it. Look at it from different angles before coming to your final conclusion. Remember that individual events may be a sign of some greater change at work. There's no rush to come up with a right answer.That's my "horrorscope" and yes, I spelled it correctly. I hate those damn things. Tracy got my hooked on them when we were together. Everything mystical and nature-related, specifically references to the equality and beauty of women. It's amazing how things turned out and how much I truly learned from her as an individual. About the Divine Proportion and the true meaning of the Pentacle. I'm telling you, if you haven't read The Da Vinci Code, it's a must read. Some seriously interesting theories on The Bible and the New Testament. I've contemplated and contemplated over my religious beliefs. Things haven't been going so well for me so I question my faith in God, like any other normal Catholic/Christian. Well, the time is near. Almost midnight. No one is online that I really want to talk to. The main person I want to have a conversation with (Darnell) has ignored me for the past week. I'm beginning to wonder what's going on. If she has cold feet, or just decided to walk away completely because it was easier on her? Perhaps she's going through some troublesome times herself? I really don't know. I hate being left in the dark. I have other opportunties. Hell, I had plenty last weekend. I was surrounded by a bunch of women that I had already slept with in the past. Yet, for some odd reason, I went to bed alone and willingly - without a struggle. I've found peace in myself and embrace the fact that I'm single. To contradict that statement though .. I'm alone and lonely. Wondering who that person is supposed to be ... the "next big step." I don't want some trivial fuck buddy. I want that person to wake up to everyday. (Ironic I say that considering my previous post) On that note, time for bed.
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